Friday, January 02, 2009
okay i've moved!
kinda sick of using blogger. shall give wordpress a try.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLE.
why is it that no matter how hard i try, it always does not turn out right and heads for the opposite.
now for each subsequent step that i take, it's gonna be so much harder.
i really wouldnt mind the tough time ahead if there is ever a glimpse of light at the end of this tunnel.
if is the hypothetical.
while others race to swim ahead, it's sucha tough struggle for me to stay alive.
maybe school is where i don't belong. not anymore i think.
and i really wonder if it's cos i've past the intelligence peak or been brutally murdered by the damn bell curve.
now it feels like i've run into a dead end, trying to find the hopefully-existent route out.
i so need a miracle.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
all so spoofy!
sheesh, i think i've been watching too much of slapstick japanese drama that im now all in the mood for spoof and anything dumb. haha.
check out this mtv of katy perry, it's uber funny, esp the way everyone bobbed to her tune at the beginning when they're supposed to remain all solemn at the wedding! she kinda reminds me of that cartoon character, betty (i think its) boop. sounds wrong but yea u get the drift.
Monday, December 15, 2008
traehymnireverof.
double meanings; my favourite wordplay
Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
Thursday, December 04, 2008
right from left.
gone on a hiatus for too long that it feels weird to be blogging once again! finally the holidays are here, i wish we could just be trapped in this time space forever somehow, it's simply too tiring to return back to school. exams over, school's out. i know i've got barely a month to be lost in my own world before results are out so now its just time to chill out and nua like a jellyfish and face the music later. (okay i really shouldnt be dwelling on this now. eeks)
been so caught up with the hype of the up and coming blockbuster, 'twilight', that i've actually embarked on reading the series and im very well starting on the 2nd book and i must admit the first one's really a good read! i know mal's gonna snigger at this but oh well its good. haha. you guys should go read it really. edward sounds like a damn charming vampire. well can't wait for the movie to be screened anw.
and i've realised it's been the third month since i've started on drumming lessons. how fast time flies but yet feels kinda slow-mo at the same time. though it's only the third month, it feels like i've been learning for a long time! feels kinda weird. today was all about rhythmic studies, technical stuff but pretty challenging actually. switching from right to left strokes ain't that easy albeit i'm a lefty, cos when the bass drum comes in, all that pyscho-motor skills go a lil haywire after awhile, it's act quite shag to concentrate! but im glad i took it up. only wished i actually started earlier. anyway, just a random thought. if i could do the non-conventional and major in something else but my science roots, i'll definitely do music and perhaps percussion school. how cool that well be...and i'll def be more hardworking than im in school now. haha. but oh well just a thought. heh.
on another note, ive been stuck on this sad mellow yet addictive one from linkin park for the longest time. coincidentally, it's made it to the soundtrack of 'twilight', and feels really apt.
gonna start on new moon(:
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
(almost) running dry.
these few weeks have been absurdly crazy, i'm almost outta strength. physically, emotionally.
not when so many things are all happening at the same time. grandma's sick. my dog's sick. they are all growing old and succumbing to old age. sigh. really hate the thought of growing old. imagine how you're gonna cope with it all when we all eventually face it in the future. painful and scary thought ain't it.
and the stress is taking over control, school's been really really unbearable. last 2 weeks of sch and yet multiple tests and assignments are still flying amok. this is mad. seriously. then we're left with one miserable week to mug our asses off. literally mug till you drop dead. when i'm not even done with tests, how to study for exams? i know people would actually say by studying for tests, it's like indirectly revising for the finals, but trust me, with the sheer intensity of information we actually have to hold each time we have a test, we flush it out almost immediately after that and finals are a summation of every single shit we learn. wow. i'm so in for a helluva time.
and it feels like i'm gonnna fall sick again. sick of falling sick. eeks.
that's why they say, misery loves company, troubles never come singly.
if the mind keeps thinking you had enough, but the heart keeps telling you don't give up.
well i've gotta try.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
a lil bit of fun(:
okay amidst the break, the days were peppered with bits of fun here and there, apart from erm the lil bit of studying and alot of sleeping. haha. oh well. okie here are some photos from kin's 21st n kr's dnd from last week (pilfered them from qi's blog & fb but i realise the photos are so darn small!) :
kin's 21st --
kinda like this poster collage, really artsy feel to it!
bingwen's trademark pose! lol.
the rare guest star of ms char. (u oughta meet up with us more often!)
bday boy!dnd 08: when we were 7 --
with siew ling aka witch from snow white!
yea our dnd table theme was 80s vintage. wonder if we act look the bit. heh.
dnd gals!
vernon as the cool macs vanilla cone! darn cool.
dnd comm 0708!okay thats abt it for now. update more when i hv more photos from qi the friendly outing photographer. teehee(:

